First Date 21st July 2009

Yesterday was 21st July 2009, which is also our first actual date alone, me and sylvia.. One of the best day ever..its start with classes, we suppose to buy tix for the rest of the people for tml’s harry porter show.. then actually we decided that we wanted to go kowloon since we have not been there but just when we are heading eunice and friends actually called ask asking where we are and asked us to go to olympic station walk walk.. so we tagged along.. well as my dearest was hungry and me too, we decided to have our early dinner since lunch at sch was horrible..

we had squid ink spaggedies at Spaggedies house and also pizza, very nice setting food was that fanastic but my date was.. hehe..We decided to meet the rest at tung chung later since we are having our dinner.. My girl was so smart, she shifted them away since they wanted to hve dinner at 730pm but we already had ours so we said we going back on our own.. then on it was our time.. only 2 of us..

We got sick of tungchung so we decided to explore else where like sunny bay.. then we saw this bus going towards discovery bay.. shh.. dun tell anyone.. no one noes we went there, it was a nice place looks like a chalet place at eastcoast there is alfesco dining and chill our bars at the beach area.. ah pekish we bought drinks and rest on the chairs at the bay, one nice uncle actually give us his free complimentary tickets for the ferry ride to central.. must really thank the uncle.. we had a great moment just the two of us and we stay there until it was like 1030.. so we boarded the ferry towards central.. well too bad we have got a project meeting we we pushed backuntil 12 so we took a cab from the central pier back to sch.. it wasour first date, first date aways from sg and somewhere we didnt even noe in HK..

Quiting them is hard but quiting you is even harder..

Tuesday is my first exams well though exam stress is kicking in, but thats not i what i m more worried about now..

it may seem like i have the ability to talk, but some stuff i just dunno how to put it across, this may well be the reason for this blog.. finding ways and means to solve this mysteries and problems between the 2 of us isn’t a small thing but i want to try to eliminate the minor ones first.. I truly know how much of a vice i m and how people who perceive me to be, personally it didn’t occur to me that i need to explain to anyone but u, but if these habits is standing in our way i guess i have to resolve them.. Quiting them is  hard but quiting you is even harder.. i took a long hot bath just now, think it all over, these bad habit is the least i could do to help clear the obstacles.. Soccer betting is easiest of all since i m usually the one just supporting lenzy on it.. smoking is one of the hardest, i know how much it hurts my health and how much it hurts that u say u dun mind, but i mind.. This pack may well be my last, i asked myself if i had got you why do i need it.. I just need some time, give me some time and i will prove it..

it all comes back to.. Quiting them is hard but quiting you is even harder.. harder than what i can imagine..  dun need u to give me anything because giving me the chance to give u my everything is good enough on my part.. 因为爱，很简单。。

Speechless..

“Your love is magical, that’s how I feel
But I have not the words here to explain
Gone is the grace for expressions of passion
But there are worlds and worlds of ways to explain
To tell you how I feel

But I am speechless, speechless
That’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real
When I’m with you I am lost for words, I don’t know what to say
My head’s spinning like a carousel, so silently I pray

Helpless and hopeless, that’s how I feel inside
Nothing’s real, but all is possible if God is on my side
When I’m with you I am in the light where I cannot be found
It’s as though I am standing in the place called Hallowed Ground

Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away and nothing is for real

I’ll go anywhere and do anything just to touch your face
There’s no mountain high I cannot climb I’m humbled in your grace

Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real

Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am far away, and nothing is for real

Speechless, speechless, that’s how you make me feel
Though I’m with you I am lost for words and nothing is for real
Speechless

Your love is magical, that’s how I feel
But in your presence I am lost for words
Words like, like “I love you”. “

I always feel time runs so much faster whenever i m with you, hoping time would stop the moment u are beside me nothing seems more real. This maybe a joke to anyone else, but deep down inside myself i now how much i m serious about this and how much i willing to put in.. I do understand how much faith u have in love, but maybe if u give both of us a chance, maybe we won’t find forever love but i m sure i would shower you with lots of love..  i this this is definitely more than a summer infatuation they would think, i ill try harder to prove u that.. i know i m not a patient person, but for this i will wait on..

Last nite i slept thinking of u and me at 430a.m., this morning i woke up at 10.30a.m. still thinking of u.. take time, and i’ll be waiting just around thecorner, if u asked for me,i would always stay around u..

yadsendew thgin..

sun-nite-emo

你知道我總是能夠假裝不難過
不想看你那麼累…

for all my friends , hope everyone is fine. i now recently too many stuff happens but everything happen for a cause.. even myself ..

tonite i received a email with a 90% confirm that my h1n1 test was a negative result.. calls for celebration yet i can’t utilise my 8 cans of king-can beer.

i m on tamiflu now – dun relate to tammy.. i noe some of u guys do.. the medication, has caused rashes on my legs and hands, but i aslo cock, i think is misunderstand the prescription, for taking the medications. tamiflu was prescripted to take 2capsules a day, but i didn’t noe it was suppose to be taken 2 times in a day each 1 capsule instead  dumb alvin took 2 at one shot.. maybe thats the cause of the rashes. guess i have to go to the clinic later.. today wanted to go for coffee and cakes at united college canteen damn it was closed due to suspension of electricity suppy, i make it a point i m going tml morning i dun care.. exams coming but postponed but lazy alvin nv studies not even a page.. i really need to try to.. stop texas poker-ing and blackjack-ing..

here’s MJ’s favourite song, so true the lyrics.. i hope who ever sees this smiles.. RIP MJ!

too many things to do on my hand just dun feel like doing, i m suppose to upload photos for the tung chung and lamma island seafood trip haven done hope can do tml.. tml i wan to go buy my sneakers maybe no one is going except me, oh well sometimes being alone is gd.. Recently i wish i was here in hk, not that i m not enjoying in hk, its just there are ppl there that i care abt, nuting i can do now wait for me to go back to sg.. i will catch up with u guys and i hope u guys a re all happy…

Next, to all my gd friends, dun be paiseh to disturb me , i m alway around can talk to me even on phone i dun mind, small money is nuting.. U people mean bigger than that.. alvin is a super duper sponge that can absorb and absorb, well it was heavy in retention lastnite , but i already squeezed and dry myself last nite after a emo session alone at the scenic area in CUHK.. dun worry about me coz i worry more abt u and yes U..

Sign off,

NIVLA, not alvin

i m so damn suay..

Have you wondered who will care if u died.. Who you will miss if u have gone one day.. today i watched MJ’s memorial concert, well weak as i m , i teared thru the process.. What seems to be the problem is that i currently feel abit like slight feverish, like 37.2 i dunno why this symptoms came today, after the fan plus air con thingy in my rm, i m abit paranoid to truthful, 2 cases of H1N1 already..  before that i already had a bit of sorethroat and cough before coming, i will go see a doctor first thing in the morning tml.. hope everything is fine..

Boring Sunday.. kind of sian and emo..

Coffee should be black like hell, strong as death, and sweet like love – Turkish Proverb : good karma + emo-ness….

Haiz, so boring suppose to go to Tung Chung for the biggest outlet shopping mall in HK, but after 5 days of outing we kind of feel abit tired..

wanted to laze around in hostel but also so boring , wished i was back in sg or u guys were here haha.

not everyone is a social butterfly, well at least i m not..

Thats NIVLA not ALVIN..

NIVLA

此刻是凌晨三点却无法入睡    脑海里不知在想着谁

宁静的夜晚知己都不在这里    那里的你是否还好吗

离开了短短一星期仿佛如年    看着月亮你会挂念谁

又是一个无聊的星期天早上    不想到热闹的街道去

想在孤单的房间里自我隔离    区又害怕一人的寂寞

今天这里下了一天的阵雨         雨也淋湿了我的心情

看着雨不知你那是否下着雨    有带着伞吗怕你着凉

生在远方的我只能等待消息    默默的期盼缘分的到来

eh Zhen Rong if u see this post, this is for ur usage, rmember u ask me why i nv do this liao please make use of this..

Saturday – sch tour, avenue of stars, repulse bay, stanley market , victoria peak and wax museum..

Day 5 in HK, alvin visits mongkok – lady street and sport street and others

Ireland potato..

fries with meat sauce..

dig in on the fries..

mongkok streets..

conquering the sport streets

us inside the lucky dessert shop

pictures of desserts

Our bill at lucky desserts

my choice..

mix fruits with grass jelly inside and some mango puree

muahahaha..!!

Calvin’s Rockmelon with sago

Desmond’s yang zhi gan lu..

something u can get in sg too..

Alan’s sesame sumting looks can be deceiving its pretty nice!

see the grass jelly!

lucky dessert’s shop concept..

We visited the toilet concept restaurant – MODERN Toilet near langham shopping

see the walls made of urinals and toilet covers

Modern Toilet’s cute menu..

see the decor

ME sitting on toilet bowl seats

some displays

international toilet seat covers

table and chair

table made of basins

urine pots for drinks

wow it actually taste nice..

signs on the table..

my squid ink spag..

yum..

again..

Calvin’s baked rice..

des and alan’s spaggedies

nice concept at langham shopping

mongkok mtr

me against the signs another ritual..

Jordan MTR

once more..

show off..

playing with reflections

ok.. lots of outlet stores in HK, friday i went down to mongkok happen to buy an espirit shirt at like 20 sgd haha damn cheap sunday i will head down to hk’s biggest outlet shopping centre..

mongkok alot of things very luan have to head down again.. yet again wish u people were here haha..

CUHK day 4 – 1st lesson & transformer movie

Ok, thursday already, today is my 1st lesson but yet my last day of sch this week.. haha nice lecturer was from USA but i found that my textbk was the the 2nd edition while my class was using the 3rd edt.. anywya after class me and desmond decided to head down to shatin’s new town plaza to catch the transformer movie, haha got student pricing but yet still much more expensive compared back hm.. costed ard 10-12 sgd.. anyway dinner we had was KFC the stuff here are much different but will it was consider pretty cheap.

not much of photos on thursday.. here we are..

Desmond so lok Kok in HK.. heading to shatin's mall

Pacific coffee

pacific coffee again..

Me again the vending machine guess wad..

Umbrella vending machine cost 68HKD