Quiting them is hard but quiting you is even harder..

Tuesday is my first exams well though exam stress is kicking in, but thats not i what i m more worried about now..

it may seem like i have the ability to talk, but some stuff i just dunno how to put it across, this may well be the reason for this blog.. finding ways and means to solve this mysteries and problems between the 2 of us isn’t a small thing but i want to try to eliminate the minor ones first.. I truly know how much of a vice i m and how people who perceive me to be, personally it didn’t occur to me that i need to explain to anyone but u, but if these habits is standing in our way i guess i have to resolve them.. Quiting them is  hard but quiting you is even harder.. i took a long hot bath just now, think it all over, these bad habit is the least i could do to help clear the obstacles.. Soccer betting is easiest of all since i m usually the one just supporting lenzy on it.. smoking is one of the hardest, i know how much it hurts my health and how much it hurts that u say u dun mind, but i mind.. This pack may well be my last, i asked myself if i had got you why do i need it.. I just need some time, give me some time and i will prove it..

it all comes back to.. Quiting them is hard but quiting you is even harder.. harder than what i can imagine..  dun need u to give me anything because giving me the chance to give u my everything is good enough on my part.. 因为爱，很简单。。