4am on 13/08/09 Rashes Again..

Terrible, i woke up countless time at nite, i wonder is it because of the stupid car alarm system keep making noise hourly or isit i wake up naturally.. but was more irritating is i woke up yet again with block nose and also with rashes all over my body yet  again..Now what the hell is wrong with me now.. smoking is bad i quit it, why does this kind of thing happen to me when i do it..

woke up at 4+am to take a bath, research on cause of rashes, like the pharmist told me,no true cure, must find reason behind..can be allergies, can be becoz of environment(now staying in ah ma hse but before coming over i already gotten this prob) , maybe heat rashes, or maybe is stress.. i myself don’t know what is wrong with me.. haiz.. i hope its goes away fast, i don’t wan her to start worrying for me, i m so sorry about it. lets hope it subsides in the morning ..

12/08/09 random post at Old Canteen A

11 August , first day back to school, sch was horrible, don’t even understand what the profs are speaking they took it for granted that our pre-knowledge was hard coded to our brains.. i kind of wonder how i m going to get by this semester and predict just a passing grade for this sem.. 11 august happened to be another day i got sick again, dunno how many times le, sore and dry throat , blocked nose whole day and even rashes dun leave me alone.. thank god, my dear was around giving me much concern.. Last nite, sent her 4 msgs with no reply, kind of missed her and wondering what she is going,is she fine, i guess its a sick man kind of thing.. when u are sick u think of ppl who are dearest to u.. though i knew she was busy catching up with life, her friends and stuff , at that very moment i had this urge to call her to hear her voice, luckily for me she called me soon after.. silly girl apologising to me which i didn’t need..

Now my primary concern was her, she have gotten the spot, centre of my life, as though my life revolved around her. i know i have been meeting her quite often this 2 weeks, and hardly any more time she can squeeze out to do her stuff, be at hm , and even meet her friends, selfish me, maybe next week, probably next week, i will reduce on these regular meet-ups maybe only when she requests.. i don’ think i should take up so much of her time.. she needs time to rest, to do work, to meet family and friends.

12 August, i woke up, early, supposed to go down to Fusionopolis to meet yue khing but so happen he said he was meeting in ntu so i rushed down to meet him for my fyp.. my fyp is hard.. lol hope i can do it.. today is not to mention Fangting’s bday.. going to meet her up soon after she meet her fyp prof.. and wait for my darling to end lessons at 530pm and also i have asked to meet my Jex ppl for supper at 1030.. guess i fully utilised my first free day on my first week..

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想她与失眠。。

Yesterday night i touched down the airport, that concluded my Hong Kong trip.. One fruitful trip.. made alot of friends, explored alot of HK, leant more of myself and also get to know her.. Returning to SG also mean, another chapter or me and her would begin, first chapter in HK for 1 month then next chapter when we come back to sg. In HK, i could always meet her up whenever i wan to we are just separated by 3 floors, now back in sg the distants is from one end to the other end.. Not being able to meet or see her as often is a pain or a test i guess,  but i’ll i have to live with it.. Hope nothing goes wrong.. i miss her..

Alvin

Random thoughts..

Sometimes.. i really think i should just FO.. such a bother in this world and like taking up people’s precious time in life.. i just think i m too 烦！ Most of the time i always feel as though i m just like an ammo, expendable who cares..  dunno why i had such a thought but well wadeva.. beer and slp..

Fuck off Nivla….

just hope my emo hangover dun cross over to tml..

…gniws doom ome

my precious..

30th of july is a very special day… it was my girl’s bday, first i ever celebrated for her.. well alvin isn’t a very romantic person but i think i pulled it off.. i decided on meeting her at 2345 on 29th july to help her celebrate her bday.. beforehand i bought a bracklet at argyle centre, got flowers all the way back from shatin’s new town plaza(super AA lol) and also a bottle of her fav white wine(sweet german white wine).She was surprised as she thought only i was celebrating her bday, but actually we have planned this out with eunice helping out with the birthday cake..On this very day, i eventually popped the question once more, with her saying yes..

Then it was 30th july, in the morning we had classes, our last class for this GSS HRM.. there after we went to this gd dim sum plae with danny and friends, it was at mongkok area it had fantastic charsiew bao that tasted like charsiew in pineapple bun.. then both of us splitup with the rest to go to TST for a walk.. On the way to TST’s granville road which i wanted to bring her to the new shopping i found, we dropped by the legendary mido cafe that she longed to go.. their yuen yang and milk tea was fantastic, we tried the pineapple bun with butter which was damn nice and also the french toast with honey which was too sweet.. nice time over there.. We shopped over at TST granville road, helped her choose a dress ad hard a ramen dinner at tst.. wanted to find desserts but cant really find something new therefore we headed to pacific coffee for a coffee.. i hope she really hard a great bday, and many more to come(with me) ..